**There’s one thing about Amanda’s condition at the scene. She was in cardiac arrest and revived on way to hospital by EMS. Brayan said he and David were doing CPR and she moved her arm and opened her eyes; yet they were both standing at the door downstairs when responding officers arrived. Responding officers said she was warm to touch with no pulse. David said she was ‘cold and dead.’ Again, Inconsistent information.
These are facts presented to EVERY official we met with in Grayson County, and sent to the Dallas Medical Examiner’s Office, City Manager, State Representative, Congressman, Mayor, Sheriffs Office, and Texas Attorney General’s Office:
- Amanda called her friend for help at 5:15, approximately 2 hours before 9-1-1 was called. She made arrangements to leave at that time
- Outstanding warrants related to previous domestic violence charge from 2014
- Illegal immigration status
- Documented history of domestic violence
- Multiple witness statements about threats of murder the day she was found
- She had at least 2 bags packed
- Witness report that Brayan got home at 6:00 pm, 1 hour and 15 minutes prior to calling 9-1-1. Brayan also told 2 officers he got home at 6:00 pm
- The improbability of Brayan breaking an electrical cord with his hands only as he claims
- Brayan left town 3 days after her brain injury, leaving everything he owned, disconnected his phone, and did not return to work at STARR Aircraft
- Detective Jeff Jones lying to our family about important facts and making false statements in his police report. Facts that could have made a difference in the outcome of her case
- Amanda’s body sent to ME with only “possible suicide by hanging”. No other evidence, report, photos or description of incident
- Injuries were not consistent with story Brayan and police told us
- Responding officer was aware of domestic violence history and warrants, yet protocol for a DV situation was not followed
- Continued inconsistencies in Brayan’s timeline and account on that night
- No suicide note
- Sherman PD did not close her case for over 1 year even though there was NO active investigation–except what we requested
- Texas Rangers were asked to “look over” her case at the request of an assistant DA and police chief but saw nothing that indicated homicide or suspicious
We have made it very clear from our first meeting with Jeff Jones at Sherman PD that we were NOT satisfied with his investigation. We took his advice to file for an open record and to proceed however we wanted from there. We have met with many law officials in this county for almost 3 years. We’ve sent certified letters and injury photos to city manager, mayor, state representative, congressman, and Texas Attorney General. We’ve requested a face to face meeting with the ME’s office, only to be denied multiple times.
WE DID AND WE WILL PROCEED!
I was able to meet with individuals from Senator Bill Hall’s office in Austin. Even though he does not represent Grayson County, his staff plan to take Amanda and other’s cases to the Texas State Attorney General’s Office next Monday. I have no expectations, but I do have gratitude for their time and concern for each case they heard today. I will remain hopeful. God already has the end of her story written. Many thanks to each rider from Riding4Justice that gave their time and money this week to bring awareness to injustice and corruption all over Texas.
These are the facts I shared today that have raised many questions about her death ruling:
-On May 14, 2015 at 5:20 pm, my sister Amanda Pierce walked to a neighbor’s house, borrowed a phone and called her best friend. The purpose of that phone call was asking for help to leave the man she lived with at the time. This is basically how it went:
I need you to come get me, I have to be out of the house by 7:00 pm or Brayan will choke and kill me. I’m tired and I can’t take it anymore.
Amber agreed to help her. The conversation ended with an agreement for Amanda to call Amber back with a pick up time when Brayan got home. That conversation was witnessed by the neighbor. Amber never heard from Amanda again.
According to responding officer’s report and a scene witness, Brayan arrived home at approximately 6:00 pm. At 7:14 pm, he called 9-1-1 to report Amanda hung herself.
My sister was resuscitated, but sustained a grave brain injury, and died 6 days later.
Reviewing the time line and witness statements, Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-Amanda had one packed bag downstairs by the front door and one garbage full of her clothes upstairs.
Again Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-The officer responding to the 9-1-1 call knew about the ongoing violent history between Brayan and Amanda, as well as the two outstanding warrants Brayan had related to an assault on Amanda six months prior in Sherman TX.
Again Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-In the lead detectives report, there are over 40 references to abuse, torture, threats of murder, assaults, and rape from witnesses that came forward in days after her injury.
Again Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-Brayan Espana, an illegal immigrant with a 10 year long criminal record in Grayson County alone, disappeared 3 days later, leaving everything he owned. He never reported back to work and he disconnected his cell phone.
Again Sherman TX police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-The current chief of police is aware that lead detective falsified and fabricated facts in his report to support his theory of suicide. He also admitted that Jones did not follow protocol for a possible domestic violence related call and death investigation. Falsifying police documents is called perjury and is a federal crime. I would be sitting in jail if I filed a false report.
Again Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
-Amanda had two young boys she loved dearly. I am the last living relative. There was NO suicide note.
Again Sherman police department stated “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”
I have exhausted my efforts in Grayson County. I have met with officials in the police department, sheriff’s office and district attorney’s office. I have requested meetings with the medical examiner’s office. I have only been told “NOTHING INDICATES HOMICIDE”. Everyone stands behind this one detective’s immediate ruling of suicide by hanging. Not one family member or friend believes she did this. I’m asking for help at the state level. She deserves a fair investigation into this man’s possible involvement in her death, which is her basic civil right. Her life matters to us. She was a mother, sister, daughter, friend, and aunt. What would you do if this was YOUR wife, mother, friend, or daughter? I will continue to be her voice💜
I often think “what if” while reviewing Amanda’s case. From the events that occurred in the 24 hours surrounding her anoxic brain injury, inconsistent witness statements, to the fabrications in the lead detective’s report and the multiple Grayson County law officials that stand behind his investigation, I wonder if one person would have considered her death as something other than suicide, would there have been a different outcome. What if one law official would have challenged the detective’s opinion of this case? What if there is just as much evidence, if not more, of homicide as there was to his suicide ruling? I have a lot of questions, and even meeting with the new sheriff and chief of police in Sherman, I still don’t have any answers.
What if I would have answered her phone call that morning she made from an unknown number? What if she would have answered when I called her back instead of receiving her text message, “I got it. Tell Jordan I love him and will call him tonight”? Maybe she would have told me that she needed help; that her life was threatened and I could have saved her. What DID NOT happen is what the detective wrote in report concerning Amanda and my communication that day:
-“Mullins said that Amanda called her about 1530 hours today wanting her to come and get her. Mullins said that Amanda had “burned her bridges” with most of her friends and family due to her substance abuse and relationship with Espana. Mullins said that she told Amanda that she could not help her and believes that she attempted suicide out of desperation.”
If Amanda said she needed me to come and get her that day, I would have been there. I did not talk to her that day, only voicemail for Amber’s phone number and a text for Jordan. She had called 3 people that morning to get her best friend’s number. I found out later it was because she needed a ride out of town and a place to stay because she was afraid he would choke and kill her. The phone calls started around 10:30 am for Amber’s number; they finally spoke at 5:20 pm, with arrangements being made.
What if Amanda had not told two different people on May 14, 2015 that she had to be out of her house by 7:00 pm, or Brayan would kill her? If I did not know that for certain, then I would be more likely to accept the detective’s opinion. The fact is, she did tell two different people; the last person, Amber, was at 5:20 pm, which was witnessed by Amanda’s neighbor. That was 40 minutes prior to Brayan arriving home at 6:00 pm. The assistant chief of police at the time, Stephen Dean wants me to believe that threats to her life were “….theories…voiced by uninvolved and/or misinformed individuals which may have caused confusion and concerns for Pierce’s death.” He wants to call facts (actual witnessed statements) from involved individuals (witnesses to threats of murder) theories (an idea or set of ideas that is intended to explain facts or events). This was not a set of ideas to try and explain what happened to her, this ACTUALLY happened.
What if Brayan’s arrival time home had been questioned when he changed it from 6:00 pm to 7:00 pm? He told two responding officers he got home around 6:00 pm. The guy that lived in the house with them also said Brayan got home around 6:00 pm and that time never changed from interview to interview, even days later. When Detective Jeff Jones asked Brayan what time he got home in an audio-recorded interview later that evening, Brayan asked what time did I call 9-1-1? He was allowed to look at his phone and respond 7:00 pm. This time discrepancy has been of no importance to anyone. It matters!
• Officer 1 report – “Bryan returned home from work at 1800”; “At approximately 1800 hours, David heard Bryan come inside the residence”
• Officer 2 report—“When he arrived home from work sometime after 1800 hours….”
When we asked Chief Flores about this, he stated:
• as far as that’s concerned, should he have reviewed their reports and went and talked to them once he done it, yes. That would have been the investigative best practices. Did he? Apparently not.
• So one of the problems with this, I’ll tell you from an investigative stand point is that multiple people talked to Brayan before we got to that point of him talking to Detective Jones. He spoke with Officer Dutton, Officer Aviles—that didn’t need to happen. Just to be honest with you because he should have spoke to one. It creates this opportunity for doubt to creep in, OK, learning from mistakes—That was a mistake and shouldn’t have happened. He should not been allowed to talk to multiple different officers because then you get multiple different officers putting 3 different things. We want one story at one time because then we can hold people accountable to the things they say. It’s critical to get one story.
• There are things in Detective Jones investigation that fell short of what I would consider best practice for investigator, ok, I will admit that.
Is it against procedure or best investigative practices for responding officers to ask witnesses questions before a detective arrives on scene? Brayan gave the same story to 2 responding officer and a different story to Jeff Jones.
What if Detective Jeff Jones had not added an extra stop in Brayan’s drive home that does not exist in his audio interview, only in his written report? Brayan told the detective that he left work (clocked out at 5:09 pm), stopped by gas station on 75/82, got on highway 75 south, and went home (Lamar St.). In the written report, the statement “hung out with some friends” was added after he left work. Why did the detective feel the need to add that? It never happened according to his only recorded interview with Jones. That would make his arrival time home at 6:00 pm more reasonable, as he stated to responding officers; as well as the housemates statement of 6:00 pm.
What if the domestic violence history and the two outstanding warrants related to a previous assault on Amanda in 2014 were considered? We received a personal phone call during our 2 hour drive to the hospital from a responding officer at the scene. This officer was an acquaintance of ours who we had reached out to previously about the domestic violence history between Brayan and Amanda. He was aware of the abuse and the two outstanding warrants. We had asked for help to get him picked up so we could help her. Following are references to this knowledge:
• “Corporal ..…advised that he was calling because he was familiar with the family and had been told of past abuse between Amanda Pierce who attempted suicide and her boyfriend Brayan Espana. (Jones report)
• “I contacted Corporal….. and asked him to make contact with the family since he has a relationship with them. He later called and advised that he had made contact and they were on their way to the hospital.” (Jones report)
• “Cpl ……. informed me that he had received complaints from Pierces’ family of possible abuse between the two. Detective Jones said he would respond.” (responding officer’s report)
Jones explained to us more than once he was not aware of DV history or outstanding warrants the night of Amanda’s brain injury, yet it is written in his report that the corporal told him. He stated that when he ran Brayan’s name, warrants did not show up. How is it that I can run Brayan’s name on the Grayson County criminal records search and see his record for the past 10 years in this county alone and CID can’t?
I asked Chief Flores and Assistant Chief Jason Jeffcoat what the Sherman PD’s protocol was on responding to a possible domestic violence related call. If someone like this officer tells Jones there’s a history of DV, should it automatically be looked at and questioned, maybe rule out homicide; especially if there’s DV involved? This was their answer basically:
-Again, any death is a death, ok, short of effort. You can even have a note, someone else could have wrote that note, so you have to have a suspicious mind in any death. That is the protocol. It should be entered into as suspicious. Now state laws tells us how we’re gonna handle most domestic violence situations. That if you have probable cause to believe that it happened, which means you have evidence to lead you that way, that you make an arrest, even if it ends up in a _??__. If an officer would have responded to that and she would have had red marks on her chest, he’d gone to jail that night. I’m not saying Detective Jones practices were best. I can’t sit here and defend all his investigation.
“state laws tells us how we’re gonna handle most domestic violence situations”
–”Art. 5.04. DUTIES OF PEACE OFFICERS. (a) The primary duties of a peace officer who investigates a family violence allegation or who responds to a disturbance call that may involve family violence are to protect any potential victim of family violence, enforce the law of this state, enforce a protective order from another jurisdiction as provided by Chapter 88, Family Code, and make lawful arrests of violators.”
“…probable cause to believe that it happened…” probable cause is a Legal standard by which a police officer has the right to make an arrest, conduct a personal or property search, or obtain a warrant for arrest.
Brayan had two outstanding warrants. There was documented history of domestic violence between Brayan and Amanda, as well as another family violence charge years prior to Amanda meeting him. At least one officer spoke to the next door neighbor that night, who gave the following statement about having to be out of the house by 7:00 pm:
“At approximately 1715 hours, Amanda went over to (neighbor’s) house and used her cell phone. (Neighbor) gave the phone to Amanda. (Neighbor) followed Amanda outside, while Amanda was on the phone. (Neighbor) over heard Amanda saying, ‘you need to come and get me, I need to be out of this house by seven tonight’, Amanda then returned the phone back to (neighbor). When Amanda returned the phone, (neighbor) saw bruises on Amanda’s chest. (Neighbor) asked Amanda about the bruises. Amanda told (neighbor), ‘I was used as a punching bag a couple of days ago.’ Amanda went back to her residence.”
Detective Jones restates this witness statement on the first page of his written report. He also interviewed this neighbor on 5/20/2015 via phone. She told him the same story, as well as information about the past abuse by Brayan.
With all this information available at the scene, what more would be needed for probable cause?
What if the fact that Brayan and Amanda HAD gotten into an argument the night before? The responding officer’s statement when he spoke to Brayan immediately after, “He last spoke with Amanda the morning of 5-14-2015 before he left for work. He said they had not been arguing and as far as he knew, Amanda appeared alright.” When Detective Jones asked him what happened, and asked “him to start with the day before, leading up to when police arrived.” Statement of Brayan’s response (there are some inconsistencies from what Brayan actually said to what the detective wrote in statement):
“He said that Amanda had a drinking problem and she drinks all the time. He went to work at Starr Aircraft on Wednesday and when he came home, Amanda was depressed and had been drinking. She wanted a tattoo on her arm with a cross with names and dates of her family members who had been killed. Espana said that in 2009 Amanda’s sister was beaten to death by her boyfriend and when her mom went to check on her, the boyfriend beat Amanda’s mother to death as well. Amanda had also lost her father to cancer.”
“……He said she used to be a hairstylist, but could not keep a job and recently began working at Royal Case. He said that he went to bed last night and Amanda did not want to go to bed with him. She remained on the couch drinking. He awoke at 0400 and tried to get her to go to bed, but she did not….”
“When he walked out of the door for work, Amanda yelled for his name twice and he came back into the room. She asked if he had his lunch and he told her that he would get something later. She told him to have a good day and he left.”
Witnesses came forward in the days following and gave a different account than Brayan’s of the 24 hours leading up to her brain injury:
• “Brinlee said that Amanda told her that they had gotten into a fight because she did not go(t) to work that day.” (She actually told him also it was because Brayan stole $100 of her money and he told her to move out of the house)
• “Phone call to her ex-husband….at 10:39 am asking for Amber’s number because they had been in an argument because she did not go to work. Brayan stole $100 from her and told her that she needed to be out of the house by 7.”
• “On 5-21-15 at 1013 hours, I received a call from (ex-husband). He said that Amanda called him on 5-14-15 at 1039 hours from…. She was wanting Brinlee’s phone number. She said ‘You’ll never believe this. Brayan stole $100.00 from me. We had an argument and he told me that I needed to be out by 7.’”
What if the bag downstairs by the front door was considered a “packed bag” and not a “lunch bag” by Detective Jeff Jones? One fact we took to Detective Jones on our 5/19/15 meeting is that her overnight bag was downstairs by the front door. He immediately dismissed our concern and said that it was her “lunch bag”. This bag contained personal items: hair supplies, make up, Bible, photos of her children, jewelry, lotion, and personal papers and letters. I was taken aback by his response. He stated that he interviewed the HR director and co-workers and they stated she carried that bag to work every day. The audio-recording of the meeting with her HR director does not reflect that question being asked, nor did he talk to any co-workers during this meeting at Royal Case. She also walked 10 blocks to work in all weather conditions. Having concluded this was not a “packed bag”, he said there was no indication she was trying to leave. Another bag upstairs (shown in police evidence photos) contained her clothes.
What if Detective Jeff Jones had spoken to Dr. Jill Urban and “discussed in detail” as he reported in his written report? What if “blinders” weren’t put on when Amanda’s body went for autopsy? Jones report: “On 5-21-15, SWIFS assigned case…… At 1445 hours, I spoke with medical examiner Dr. Jill Urban. I discussed in detail the investigation and she advised that based on the information provided and her autopsy that her official ruling was ‘a suicide’.” We (Justin and I) spoke to Dr. Urban on 5-22-15 around noon, and she was unaware of any other circumstances than female, possible suicide by hanging. That’s almost 24 hours after Jones states he spoke to her “in detail”.
When I asked Chief Flores and Jeffcoat about this, this is what they said:
-“Typically, any body that goes down, they are given a small picture. These are the circumstances surrounding it, keep a 30,000 feet level. We don’t want to give up anything to give them a biased opinion.”
Well, gentleman, sending the message “possible suicide by hanging” with her body is quite biased. Blinders are immediately placed on anyone looking at this case from the police department to the medical examiner.
What if Brayan’s actions in the days following Amanda’s hospitalization were considered suspicious? For someone whose girlfriend was in the hospital on life support for a traumatic brain injury, he did not act like a caring and concerning boyfriend. He gets in his car 3 days after the incident with only an envelope in his hands, and drives away. He left everything else he owned in the apartment. Also, he turned off his cell phone 4 days later even though the bill had been paid in full on May 14, 2015. No one has seen him since and it’s been over 2 years.
What if Amanda would have just left Brayan or called police each time he was beating her? Looking back, I was very upset that she put herself in that environment and wouldn’t leave. Knowing now what I’ve learned in the months following her death has been eye opening. Witness after witness came forward with the same theme, she was scared for her life and the life of her family. He threatened her life if she left, if she didn’t come back, or as in the case on 5/14/15, if she didn’t leave. He threatened to have her killed if she didn’t bail him out of jail after the 2014 assault. Here are a few statements taken directly from Jones’ report:
• “Brinlee told her (me) that Amanda called her to tell her that if she was not out of the house by 1900 that Espana was going to kill her”
• “Amanda told Brinlee that Espana put his hands around her neck one too many times. He told her to be out of the house by 7. I’m tired and I can’t take this any longer. If he chokes me again, he will probably kill me.”
• “Brinlee says that Amanda called her at 1715 hours saying that she was scared for her life and needed to get out of (t)he house by 7. She said she was scared to death that Brayan would choke and kill her because he had been choking her a lot lately and if he did it again, he would not let go.”
• “She (Maranda) said about 6 months ago Amanda called her asking her to come get her because Brayan was abusive.”
• “She said Amanda told her that Brayan was going to kill her and would not let her out of the house.”
• “When Williams told Amanda to call the police, Amanda told her that she did not want to call the police because Brayan would kill her or get someone to.”
• “She said after a few weeks, Amanda begged her to take her back to Brayan. Williams told her that she needed to stay with her. Amanda then told her that Brayan called and told her that he would kill her if she did not come back.”
• “Amanda told Williams that she was afraid that Brayan would also kill Williams and her family if she stayed with her.” This included my sister Vivian’s children because Maranda was their step mom.
• “(co-worker) said that Amanda told her that she felt trapped and could not leave Brayan and that Amanda told her that Brayan told her ‘I’ll kill you and get away with it and I’ll chop you up like your mom and sister were’”.
The detective’s attitude toward the violence is disturbing. He knew all of the above information before Amanda actually passed away. We also have reason to believe he had been made aware of the outstanding warrant for domestic violence. A couple statements from his report reflect his attitude toward the abuse Amanda endured:
• “Numerous assaults by Brayan in which only one of them was reported to the police on 05/25/2014. This was only due to an officer driving up as they were arguing in the street”.
• “I asked him (Dustin) why none of this had been reported to the police and he advised that Amanda did not want the police contacted.
I have so many “what if” questions….. I want answers to those! I’m not convinced that she took her life. What if he DID hurt her which ultimately led to her death 6 days later? What if he was serious about killing her if she did not leave the house at 7:00 pm on 5-14-2015? What if the lead detective would have taken that threat seriously? Would there have been a different outcome?
I sent the following five page letter with photos of Amanda’s injuries and the ligature to the new chief of police in hopes he would reconsider the previous ruling made by a Sherman Police Department detective. I also sent copies and photos to the Sheriff’s office, Texas state attorney general, Sherman’s mayor and city manager, Representative Larry Phillips, and Congressman John Ratcliffe.
The follow up meeting after this letter was no different than any other. Minds were made up, and he didn’t see any reason to reopen her case I am disappointed but not finished
June 1, 2017
Dear Chief Zachary Flores:
I am writing this letter in regards to my sister’s case, Amanda Pierce, and the circumstances surrounding her death on May 20, 2015. This is a follow-up to our March 1, 2017 meeting and the March 15, 2017 email. It was my understanding that you would review the case file and get back to me within 1-2 weeks. It has been 12 weeks thus far. This letter briefly sums up what we know about the incident, and what we have dealt with over the past two years with the police department and its previous administration.
I hope you understand my level of frustration. I can only imagine that if this was a member of law enforcements’ sister, mother, daughter, or any other family member, that attention and concern for this type of case would be different. Her life was threatened with murder the day she was found with anoxic brain death on May 14, 2015, which ultimately took her life 6 days later. The word of a man who abused, tortured, and threatened my sister was taken over those of concerned family, friends, and a neighbor. The circumstances surrounding this incident tell a different story than that of Brayan Espana. This letter will explain our observations of the incident, and concerns about how Amanda’s case was handled by Detective Jeff Jones and others in Grayson County as we have previously discussed.
We asked Detective Jeff Jones why Amanda’s death could not have possibly been a homicide, he gave me three reasons why this was a suicide:
1. There were no defensive wounds, as if she was fighting back
2. There were no witnesses
3. There were no bags packed to indicate she was leaving
He leans on the autopsy results to support his theory of suicide. I had to insist that an autopsy be done. When we realized that Amanda’s brain injury was grave, we started reaching out to anyone about the proper procedure concerning the autopsy. We were finally able to reach Judge Atherton on May 17, 2015, and were told that based on her past history of substance abuse and depression that no autopsy would be done. This report to the judge must have come from Detective Jeff Jones, so it is apparent he never intended to fully investigate her case as anything other than suicide. The conversation between Jeff Jones and Judge Atherton happened prior to our meeting with the detective at Sherman Police Department on May 18, 2015. We were told that if we wanted an autopsy, it would be at our expense. After researching the Texas law, we found out that it was her right to an autopsy. It was at this point we began reaching out to District Attorney Joe Brown for help concerning the autopsy, which was later approved. We are grateful that Amanda did not pass away prior to this approval.
After preparing Amanda’s body for organ harvest, and making sure nothing would interfere with a proper autopsy, we took her off life support on May 20, 2015. She was taken to Southwest Institute for Forensic Science. Dr. Jill Urban performed the autopsy on May 21 at 10:00 am, and it was immediately ruled a suicide by hanging. We received permission to speak to the medical examiner on May 22, 2015 about her ruling, and asked how it was determined to be suicide and not possible homicide? How is it different between hanging and strangulation? She stated she was not aware of any circumstances around Amanda’s death. Amanda was presented as female, possible suicide by hanging. Detective Jeff Jones did not disclose any evidence or other information to the medical examiner’s office, and lied in his report and to us about doing so. He stated in his report that he spoke to her extensively about the case, which she denies. Is it standard procedure to send a body for autopsy with no information, evidence or circumstances around the death, only to disclose what the detective suspected happened? Would there have been a different outcome to the autopsy if the report with her body would have stated, ”possible homicide, rule out suicide” OR “possible suicide, rule out homicide”?
After speaking to Dr. Jill Urban, she stated her results were based on two observations: no defensive wounds and no hyoid bone fracture. We have questions about her findings. Dr. Urban did not have the ligature, crime scene photos, photos of Amanda’s injuries one week prior, lab results, blood alcohol level, hospital records, domestic violence history, history of choking as form of torture, multiple witness reports of a murder threat the day of her injury, the outstanding warrants related to a prior assault on Amanda, etc. Her ruling was immediately ‘suicide by hanging’. There was no room for any other consideration. She never asked about the circumstances, never raised any questions around her death to the Sherman Police Department prior to the autopsy and ruling. It was only after we questioned her results that there was documented communication with Sherman Police Department and SWIFS.
Concerning the defensive wounds, questions can be raised if Amanda was even awake or did she have the motor skills to fight Brayan with a blood alcohol of 382? Did she injure Brayan during the struggle? Were her hands held down as he had done previously per witness statements? Detective Jeff Jones assured us Brayan had NO wounds, and stated that he had taken photos of Brayan at the scene to prove it. There were NO photos or videos of Brayan Espana in any of the evidence photos in the open records I obtained. Choking was a common form of torture and abuse by Brayan. Maybe with her dangerously high blood alcohol level, he rendered her unconscious and when she didn’t wake up, he had to make it appear self-inflicted.
Also, Dr. Urban reports the hyoid bone was not broken. I have done extensive research about this subject, and it is not a “black and white” sign either way. There are multiple articles I would be happy to provide you with, but here are references from two. According to one article on http://www.pjmhsonline.com (In Strangulation Deaths: Forensic Significance of Hyoid Bone Fracture), this department of forensic medicine found that fracture of the hyoid bone is related to where the application of force and injury is located, which in Amanda’s case is clearly below the level of the hyoid bone. It is actually more common, according to this article, for the hyoid bone to be fractured in hanging victims as well as someone who is manually strangled. Also in this article, it states that only 4 of the 18 ligature strangulation victims studied had a hyoid bone fracture; hyoid bone fracture is more common in the >40 year old age group, (Amanda was 32); and of the 35 victims, there were no hyoid bone fractures with any injuries below the thyroid cartilage and hyoid bone.
Another article on http://www.astm.org website, titled, “Fracture of the Hyoid Bone in Strangulation: Comparison of Fractured and Unfractured Hyoids from Victims of Strangulation,” Journal of Forensic Sciences states:
“….hyoid bone is fractured in one-third of all homicides by strangulation. However, since many cases lack a hyoid fracture, the absence of this finding does not exclude strangulation as a cause of death. The reasons why some hyoids fracture and others do not may relate to the nature and magnitude of force applied to the neck, age of the victim, nature of the instrument (ligature or hands) used to strangle, and intrinsic anatomic features of the hyoid bone.”
It must be concluded that Dr. Urban’s implication that “all strangulation cases have a hyoid bone fractures” is not always the case. Amanda’s injuries were at the base of her neck and the hyoid bone is higher. I have included a photo of Amanda’s injuries to refer to this fact.
To his statement there were no witnesses, I hardly believe that a murderer would invite someone to watch a murder and cover-up. There was one witness in the house, David Adams, who gave different accounts of the incident to different people—the responding officers, Detective Jeff Jones, the next door neighbor, and myself (which I have recorded). Even though he told police that Amanda was already taken down by Brayan before he came into the room, he told a neighbor, my friend, and myself that he helped take Amanda down before calling 9-1-1. He stated Brayan knocked on his door and told him Amanda hung herself before going upstairs to help. This contradicting story has been of no importance to any law enforcement agency thus far. I have visited with David Adams twice and he is adamant about witnessing Amanda hanging. There were also at least three witnesses to the threats of murder the day she was found if she was not out of the house by 7:00pm: Amber Brinlee, Dustin Mouser, and a neighbor. All three spoke to Detective Jeff Jones prior to Amanda’s death.
The statement by Detective Jones that there were no bags packed is contradicted by police reports and evidence photos at the scene. Police photos show a garbage bag full of clothes sitting next to the bed as if she was packed to leave. Amanda did not own a suitcase. Police photos also show there were very few clothes hanging in the closet. Both Brayan and David Adams made statements that she had a bag downstairs by the front door, which they noted was out of the ordinary. Detective Jeff Jones tried to convince me that the bag downstairs was her “lunch bag” by saying that Amanda’s supervisor at Royal Case told him that. Her human resource director stated that Mr. Jones never questioned her about a lunch bag, and that can be backed up with the interview recording. She also told me she would give a statement concerning her meeting with the detective. You agreed that the bag in question was obviously an overnight bag and not a “lunch bag” based on the items inside during our meeting on March 1st
We have questions about the rationality of Brayan’s account of this incident. Brayan’s timeline for that day changed from arriving home at 6:00 pm as he reported to responding officers, to 7:00 pm later that evening in an interview with Detective Jeff Jones. David Adams also reported that Brayan arrived home at 6:00 pm, and that time never changed. Brayan’s work records, as noted in Detective Jeff Jones’ report, states he clocked out at 5:17 pm. His audio interview indicates he left work, made a stop at the gas station to get cash from ATM, and then drove straight home. That would support him being home about 6:00 pm as he first reported to officers at the scene. David never wavered from that time. When giving statement to Detective Jeff Jones, Brayan changed his arrival time to 7:00 pm. Jones then mentions an extra stop (hung out with some friends after work) to Brayan’s trip home which cannot be supported with any audio interview recordings. This is another discrepancy in his report. With responding officer’s reports and David Adams statement of Brayan arriving home at 6:00 pm, that would give him 1 hour and 15 minutes with Amanda prior to calling 9-1-1.
Brayan’s account has the following scenario concerning the ligature: Amanda (with a blood alcohol of 382) used a box cutter and cut the cord off a clothes iron; she tied this 5-foot long cord in two places on her clothes rod in the back of the closet behind all the clothes; she twisted it around her neck (not tied); she sat on her knees, as in praying (per Brayan’s recorded conversation and re-enactment to me) and “hung” herself. He then stated he broke the electrical cord (which was NOT tied around her neck) with his hands that was loosely tied to the rod. Questions: How did her body weight not break the cord, and he could by “pulling it apart”? How did he not see her until his second trip into the closet, stating she was hidden behind the clothes in the back of the closet? Evidence pictures show clearly there were very few clothes hanging on that side of closet and the cord was hanging in the middle, in the open, where he would have had to walk past to get to the clothes hamper as he stated. The length of the cord, the height of the rod, and the position he said her body was in does not make sense—the cord could not have been long enough to be twisted around her neck while she was sitting on her knees. I encourage your department to recreate this scenario and have the outcome Brayan Espana wants everyone to believe.
The injuries to her neck tell a different story than that by Brayan. The bruising and abrasions on her neck clearly show THREE distinct marks. One injury that really bothers me is in a downward direction with bruising and an abrasion that does NOT encircle the neck. The second injury completely encircles the base of her neck, and a third that slopes upward on each side and criss-crosses in the front. With there being three distinct marks, the cord would have been looped at least two times—how could she have been kneeling as he stated? How could that 5-foot cord be long enough? How did the lower mark, that does not encircle the neck and go in a downward direction happen in “hanging”?
Other circumstances to take into account are: the extensive, documented history of domestic violence; Brayan’s two outstanding warrants related to an assault on Amanda in 2014; Brayan vacating their house three days after this incident leaving everything he owned; Brayan shutting off his cell phone 4 days after the incident even though the bill was paid on 5/14/15; Brayan never returning to work after 5/15/2015; Brayan telling hospital staff that Amanda had no family just minutes after he called and told me she was going to the hospital; Brayan’s 10 year long criminal record in Grayson County alone, including other charges of family violence; Amanda being found in pulseless electrical activity and resuscitated, so she could not have been without oxygen for more than 3-5 minutes; and finally, no suicide note. Because of his illegal immigration status, he virtually disappeared and was never questioned again by Sherman Police Department. Detective Jeff Jones reported he attempted to contact Brayan but the phone was disconnected.
Amanda and Amber spoke at approximately 5:20 pm on Thursday, May 14, 2015. The last conversation was that Amber would come get her, either that night or the next morning after Amanda got paid. Amanda was supposed to call her back that evening when Brayan got home from work, but she never did. This conversation was witnessed by the next door neighbor whom Amanda borrowed the phone from. There was desperation to get away, and she had someone to help her. Detective Jeff Jones and Assistant Chief of Police Stephen Dean want us to believe the following scenario—Amanda made arrangements at 5:20 to leave, walked back to her house, decided to commit suicide by hanging herself 40 minutes later, Brayan arrived home at 6 and doesn’t find her until 7, he performed 10-15 minutes of CPR then called 9-1-1, and she was resuscitated before being placed on life-support. They want us to believe that in that 40 minutes from talking with her friend about leaving Brayan and being scared he was going to choke and kill her, to the time he got home at 6:00 pm, and the call being made to 9-1-1 at 7:14 pm, that Amanda decided to take her life and there was no possibility that Brayan strangled her and tried to cover it up as a hanging. There is no way a person can hang for over 1 hour and be resuscitated.
Detective Jeff Jones denied knowing about the outstanding warrants, but I do know the responding officer, Boyle, was aware of the history and warrants, and that was the reason the detective was called in to look at this incident. We had reached out to Officer Boyle prior to this incident and asked for help. The detective told us that Sherman PD records do not cross over to Grayson county records, so he no idea there were active warrants. I feel like this is another lie; if this is true, something has to change. He wants us to believe that this responding officer never mentioned the history or warrants. Another concern is that Detective Jones never came back to the hospital despite the many attempts by our family and medical staff to reach him. We were told by dispatch that the detective would be back in on Monday and had to wait to discuss our concerns. We had to meet with him at Sherman Police Department to discuss our concerns 4 days later.
I am asking you to please reconsider the rapid ruling made by Detective Jeff Jones. I need answers to circumstances around her death. I need someone to prove it was in fact a suicide and not a homicide. I’ve been told by this detective that nothing indicates homicide; I want to say that nothing indicates suicide either. She was scared for her life if she was not out by 7:00 pm, she made arrangements to leave at 5:20 pm, she needed his permission to stay one more night in her own house, she was packed, and she did not leave a suicide note or anything for her boys. Again, imagine that if your family member died under these circumstances, what would be done differently? I feel that Sherman Police Department, including Detective Jeff Jones and the Assistant Chief of Police Stephen Dean did not handle Amanda’s case in a fair manner. Her case was immediately ruled suicide, but took one year to close. The Sherman Police Department’s Mission Statement is “We stand to prevent, reduce and disrupt crime and disorder by aggressive, professional and compassionate enforcement of the law”; Integrity, compassion, fairness/equality, and courage are just a few values your department strives for. It takes courage to treat everyone equal, speak up against an injustice, and do what is right. Amanda’s family and friends are asking you to do what is right for this beautiful mother, daughter, sister, aunt, and friend.
Cc: Sheriff Tom Watt, Grayson County Sheriff’s Office
Honorable Ken Paxton, Texas Attorney General’s Office
David Plyler, Mayor’s Office, Sherman Texas
Robby Hefton, Sherman City Manager
Congressman John Ratcliffe, Texas U.S. Representative
Larry Phillips, Representative District 62
To this point, we have met with multiple people at Sherman PD, the district attorney’s office and Grayson County Sheriff’s office. No one is willing to help us and look at Amanda’s death as anything other than suicide. Where is the justice for Amanda? She was due a process.
March 29, 1983 — May 20, 2015
For those of you who don’t know me, my name is Kimberly, and I am Amanda’s older sister.
Even though today is tragic and such a sad event, I pray that everyone can have hope that she is no longer suffering from the battle here on earth but experiencing a love she never knew. Amanda would have wanted us to celebrate her life and share fond memories with a smile on our face. Let’s not dwell on our significant loss, but instead focus on paying tribute to Amanda’s life.
One thing we all can agree on is that she Loved her children, she loved my children, she loved Brian’s children and she loved Vivian’s children. When going through 1000’s of pictures this week, honestly I think she was mom’s favorite because after she was born, she was in a most of them, I saw how much she enjoyed each one of hers and our babies. She was so drawn to children and they connected with her so easily. Always smiling and laughing with them.
She always had a smile on her face even on her darkest days. One thing she would say is “it’s all good”. Being able to talk to people who knew and loved her over the past 2 weeks shows me how much she made such an impact on their lives.
Many of us know that Amanda struggled with the loss of my father, brother, mother and sister. She had a lot of guilt, pain and grief that she carried around but still wore this mask that everything was ok. After Vivian and Mom died in 2009, it seemed the struggle intensified. She blamed herself, and no matter how much we tried to convince her, she bought into the lie that she could have done something to save them.
The last couple of years have been the hardest for all that love her. To watch her decline and struggle hurt all of us. I personally was a few decisions away from being exactly where she was, using something other than God to ease the pain and hurt inside. We all if we are honest tend to fill the hole in our hearts with something. That hole is intentionally placed there by God, and it is there to remind us that we need to depend on Him for strength, peace and rest, but because of our free will that he has given us, we get to choose what we fill it with. The numbing we tend to use is only temporary and does not bring any kind of peace. It’s destructive and tears us away from knowing the love of God.
I don’t want anyone to leave here tonight not knowing that inspite of Amanda’s daily, even hourly struggle that she did not love God, and know Jesus. She was saved, and accepted Christ at a younger age. But that’s where her battle began. Satan used hurt, pain, and past familiar family coping skills to blind her and lie to her about God’s love for her. His goal is to destroy us here on earth so our testimony about God’s incredible love and sacrifice becomes tarnished. God did not cause this tragedy, but choices made here on Earth by others did. What she endured just to survive breaks my heart, but I know God will use what was intended for harm and evil, for good. He will use this tragedy and other tragedies in our family’s lives to bring something beautiful and good to others. That is where my hope and peace comes from.
Tonight, if you don’t know Christ, I pray you talk to God about that. But if you do know Christ, you have to know that our struggles here are not a question of your salvation but a journey to the “promise land” of peace and rest here on earth. We don’t get saved to just hold our breath and get into heaven. But to live under promises made to us throughout the Bible. The bible is a love story to us.
I have heard a 100 times, how do you deal with so much death and hurt? You are so strong…. The bible tells me when people ask you where does your hope come from, that’s when I’m supposed to tell them about God and what He has done for me and about my journey. Let me tell you, it has been a journey to realize how much God loves me…His love for me never changes no matter my mistakes or decisions. My perception of that Love is what has changed. You only know love and can give love to the measure of how you are loved here, starting with your earthly father and mother. No parent is perfect but how you love your own children starts that journey. I have forgiven my father, because I know he loved us the best he knew how. The love he showed my son Kole and all his other grandchildren still amazes me.
And the fact that I realized that every one of my sins, past present and future, were forgiven at Jesus death on that cross, has given me so much relief from guilt and shame that I wasn’t good enough or strong enough to be Loved. When you realize that, that’s when you can love others unconditional, despite who or where they are on their journey.
The church in general has to become a hospital to the broken. We have to give love and find mercy to give those such as Amanda a safe place to grow. We have to extend grace and love, not rules and regulations, to help them. I personally don’t know what that looks like, but If we see someone broken and hurting, all we have to do is point them to help, it’s their responsibility to get it. We have to show mercy and love. And realize that God’s grace means I’m forgiven and loved even though I did nothing to earn it and sure don’t deserve it. That’s what is so amazing about Grace….given and not earned.
I want to leave you with a quote I read last night as I fell exhausted into bed that nailed my heart’s voice:
“Only where there is mercy is there growth – and hope for change. Mercy is what begs us to be mercifully safe places for the suffering and victimized and abused and all the broken in our families, our communities, our churches, in our aching, breaking world, — so every soul can enlarge and grow strong. The mercy of God is like a womb for the children trafficked, the vulnerable and abused, the suffering who cry soundlessly behind masks. Lay your ear up against any suffering and that’s the beat you can always hear – – the heartbeat of our God, Emmanuel: God always with you”
Thank you for coming tonight and honoring Amanda’s memory and life.
Tomorrow is the second birthday we will miss celebrating with Amanda. She should be here celebrating her 34th birthday with family and friends. I miss looking for that perfect gift. I miss buying her favorite cake. I miss trying to surprise her. I just miss her infectious smile and gracious attitude. Ever since she was a baby, I have made it a point to make her birthday special in some way. I am so incredibly sad to not have her here, and I never want her forgotten.
I have no idea of how her story will end, I am trusting God with that. I may never know the impact her life and death may have made on others. She is loved and missed by so many, and her story of injustice has reached thousands. She loved her family unconditional and the best she knew how. Looking back over years of pictures, it’s a beautiful reminder of the beautiful times with this beautiful woman. She always had a smile that lit up a room.
What is hard now is the inability to grieve her death. I have been in limbo between saying good bye and pursuing justice. Two years ago, I took her a cake and some presents for her 32nd birthday. I remember that day so vividly, as we stood outside of her house and ate cake, and I cried over the bruises on her face and arms. I wanted to save her so bad from the hell she was living in, but was not able to. The terror and abuse she suffered at the hands of pure evil was beyond my control, and now I know, hers as well. Since taking her last breath on May 21, 2015, I’ve spent countless hours trying to make sense of her death. I made her a promise that day to never give up on finding answers to legitimate questions. Her life matters to me, her children, family, and friends—and it should matter to law enforcement.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED. YOU ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN. YOUR LIFE MATTERS!
Facts of Amanda’s Case
- Amanda’s life was threatened with death the day she suffered anoxic brain death per 2 witnesses. She was told according to witnesses that she had to be out of the house by 7:00 pm.
- There was a documented history of choking by Brayan as a form of abuse and control.
- Amanda used next door neighbor’s phone at 5:15 to call her friend Amber to be picked up. She was supposed to call her friend back that night for pick up time.
- Amanda had at least 3 bags packed with clothing and personal items. One bag was downstairs by the front door.
- There was NO suicide note.
- The “Fist-print” bruise on chest was from an assault on May 10, 2015.
- Amanda’s blood alcohol was tested in the ER, at least an hour after she was found, and it’s reported at 382 (0.382).
- Amanda’s liver and kidneys was healthy enough for organ donation.
- Amanda had no physical brain changes per autopsy associated with chronic alcoholism.
- Brayan Espana had two outstanding warrants: one for domestic violence charge on 8/28/2014 and one for failure to appear & bail jumping.
- Brayan has a 10 year long police record in Grayson County alone. Charges from traffic violations, driving intoxicated, escape from custody and family violence.
- Brayan clocked out of work at STARR Aircraft at 5:09 on 05/14/2015.
- Brayan and housemate both reported Brayan getting home around 6:00 pm to responding officers. That gave him over an hour in the apartment with her.
- Brayan claims when he found Amanda, she was sitting on her knees, not suspended, leaning into an electrical cord.
- There were no knots tied around Amanda’s neck, only the two ends loosely tied at two different points on a clothes rod.
- Brayan claims he “broke” an electrical cord with his hands. States he couldn’t find anything to cut it with, yet the box cutter was in the room. It appears the cord had been cut, not ripped.
- Brayan was only interviewed once, which was at the scene by Detective Jones and it was an audio recording. Other witnesses at scene were video-taped statements and were interviewed also at a later date by Detective Jones. He was questioned by two other officers that night.
- Brayan’s audio statement states that on 5/14, he left work, stopped at the gas station, and then drove straight home. That’s not reflected accurately in Detective Jones report, as he adds an additional stop to Brayan’s statement.
- Brayan left the house they lived in on 5/17/2015 per next door neighbor, and left behind the following: baskets of clean and dirty clothes, shoes, toiletries, various false immigration documents, computer, phone SD cards, photo albums, family photos and letters from Guatemala, Bible, television, gaming system, and furniture. He never returned to that residence.
- Brayan disconnected his phone on Tuesday, May 19, 2015 even though the bill had been paid on 5/14/2015.
- Brayan never reported back to work after May 15, 2015 to STARR Aircraft.
- Responding officer was acquaintance and knew about the warrant and past history between Brayan and Amanda. He asked for detective to look into case. Detective denied knowing about outstanding warrant and history, stating Sherman PD records do not cross over to Grayson County Records.
- Detective Jones refused to come back to the hospital to see Amanda after she was admitted to ICU until she was removed from life support 6 days later to follow up on our concerns. We had to meet with him at Sherman PD.
- Justice of the Peace told me and the attending ICU physician that there would be no autopsy because of her “past history”. We had to fight for an autopsy to be done. The law protects Amanda and it was her right to have the autopsy based on the circumstances of her death.
- There were no photos or videos of Brayan taken when he gave his statement; Detective Jones reassured us Brayan was photographed to show there were no wounds inflicted by Amanda. They don’t exist in the file CD’s obtained by Sherman PD.
- Detective alleges overnight bag downstairs by front door was her “lunch bag”. States he spoke with HR director and confirmed – not true. The audio interview with HR director does not reflect that question and answer. She also denies him asking her about a bag she brought to work every day. It contained personal items-hair products, make up, Bible, lotion, kids pictures, blow dryer, and wallet. Debit card was missing.
- Autopsy performed 5/21/2015 at 10:00 am. We spoke to Dr. Urban on 5/22/2015 at 12:00 pm to discuss her ruling of suicide. She stated she was not aware of domestic violence history, threats made by Brayan, no crime scene photos, no initial photos of Amanda taken by police 7 days prior, no ligature, no report related to how she was found from Sherman Police Department, blood work (blood alcohol level), EMS report, hospital records; only white female possible suicide by hanging. We sent all the photos we took 2 days after she was in ICU and photos the day she was taken off life support. She reported she received them on 5/23/2015 at 6:43 am. In Detective Jones report, he states he spoke to Dr. Urban at 1445 on 5/21/2015 (almost 5 hours after autopsy), yet we spoke to her on 5/22/2015 and she denies knowing anything.
- There were multiple marks, with varying degrees of intensity and levels, as well as deep muscle contusions and abrasions at the lower level of her neck, completely encircling the base. Marks going downward, upward, and straight across. This is not consistent with what Brayan and the police say happened. The trauma noted to her neck was done with so much force, how could it have been done by “leaning” into a ligature?
- In the initial copy of the open file I received inadvertently (case not closed yet) in September of 2015, Detective Jones report with the printed date of 09/15/2015, has the final sentence on his report as, “This case will now be exceptionally cleared as a suicide”. I requested another copy of the records on March 29, 2016, and a certified letter was sent to the State Attorney General on April 8, 2016 in regards to me requesting an open file, and that it should not be released to me because of “pending criminal investigation. The premature release of the information could interfere with criminal prosecution of that case.” I was then sent a letter from the State Attorney General denying me access to Amanda’s file. It was not officially closed until May 2016. Why did it take 1 year?
- We met with someone from the District Attorney’s office and the Sheriff’s office, as well as the Assistant Chief of Police, which none agreed that this case needed further attention based on the fact they were unwilling to help us. It is apparent they stand behind the investigation done by Detective Jeff Jones and the autopsy performed by Dr. Jill Urban.
- I am currently waiting for a return phone call from the new Chief of Police at the Sherman Police Department to schedule a meeting to discuss her case that I requested on 1/5/2017.
AGAIN, WHY CAN’T THIS BE CONSIDERED A POSSIBLE HOMICIDE?
December 15, 2016
This is a follow up from my last post in October. We met with the newly elected sheriff and his deputy with our concerns about how Amanda’s case was handled by Sherman Police Department, and they assured us they would look over her case with an open mind and fresh eyes. I spent several hours copying pictures, notes, reports, blogs, and records. I left my file with their office for over 2 months to be reviewed, and we finally had our follow up with the chief deputy last week. The emotions were almost overwhelming in anticipation of this meeting, but regardless of the outcome, I knew that if this was not the time or place, God was still in control. Needless to say, this was not the time or place, but a necessary step in this journey for justice.
When we arrived in the conference room in the sheriff’s office, the chief deputy had a pad with written notes. I did not sense this meeting would be in our favor from the beginning, and as it turned out, it was not. He started by explaining that there has to be enough evidence to prosecute a case, and even if Brayan walked into his door, confessed to killing Amanda, and turned himself in, there still would be problems with prosecuting him because the evidence doesn’t support murder. Whether that’s true or not, I’m not sure.
Following are some points he made to Justin and me about why it would be impossible to get a conviction:
- The issues that I had raised about Amanda’s blood alcohol level and being conscious or even able to hang herself at 384. He said because of her history of alcoholism, that level may not affect her like it does a normal person. He said he had arrested someone with a higher BAC that was driving a vehicle and able to function. He said that point would not hold up in court. My questions then become, she was 120-130 pounds, could that level at least affect fine motor skills? Just because she was drunk, does that make it automatically plausible she committed suicide? What’s normal alcohol level for her? There’s no baseline. I’ve seen her put back a 6 pack of beer not too long ago and she couldn’t even hold a cigarette.
- Brayan had a history of choking her “with his hands”, why would he all of a sudden use a cord? Really? No one can vouch for every choking incident she suffered through. He kept her isolated from everyone. How can it be determined that an abusive psychopath will only choke a certain way? He said he would kill her, maybe the hand choking method wasn’t successful in the past (assuming that’s the only way he choked her) why not do it with something more forceful to make sure he carried through with his promise?
- If Brayan intended on killing Amanda, why would he attempt CPR for 15-20 minutes before calling 911? Why would he try to save her life if he intended on taking it? His efforts kept her alive to make it to the hospital. Well she was brain dead and her heart had stopped beating, she was only alive because we had her placed on a ventilator. Question here is, did he really do CPR? The witness (who told me he helped take her down but told the police he didn’t)and Brayan had different accounts of what happened in the moments around this event. Why didn’t he call 911 first instead of letting her lie there not breathing? Why was he and David downstairs when responding officers arrived, and not with her, helping her? Everything that happened in those moments is what Brayan said happened. It takes 5 minutes for anoxic brain death, times just don’t add up. I’m sure with some research, I could come up with men or women who try or even kill their partners and try and stage it as accident or suicide.
I began asking about the marks and bruises on her neck and how it didn’t add up to what Brayan and the police said happened, he said the autopsy supports Brayan and Sherman PD’s ruling. I reminded him that the autopsy wasn’t fair because Dr. Urban didn’t have any evidence, reports, etc. with Amanda; he came to her defense and stated that he knows Dr. Urban and she does a great job. I asked about the threat of murder, Amanda being packed to leave, inconsistent timelines, lies in the detective’s report, Brayan leaving town….he said “I don’t have answers for your questions”….. There was nothing I could say to convince him, and there was nothing he could say to convince me. After reviewing my entire file, there was nothing outside the autopsy that led him to believe that Brayan could have taken her life.
I left there brokenhearted, but not hopeless. I called him after leaving the meeting and asked him what would he do different if this was his wife, daughter or sister….he just said the evidence doesn’t support homicide, it’s been ruled a suicide. He reminded me that I’ve leaned on the Lord so much during this and to keep trusting Him. I can now say that I have gone through all the channels in Grayson County. No one has been willing to help me. I clearly see that everyone to this point have supported Brayan and the Sherman PD, including the district attorney’s office and the sheriff’s department.
God doesn’t plan to leave it here. After leaving the meeting at the sheriff’s office, I knew everyone was hiding behind the autopsy and we had to get that issue addressed. One week later, an article about misconduct in the Dallas Medical Examiner’s office comes across my newsfeed on Facebook. I contacted the reporter immediately about my story, and she has agreed to look over Amanda’s file. This reporter went on a talk show and talked about Amanda’s case. Her passion for justice and interest in Amanda’s case gives me renewed hope. She has seen the pictures of Amanda and the crime scene and she is even more convinced of a grievous mishandling of her case by Sherman PD and DME.
Another God thing is an awesome advocacy group, Riding4Justice. They are leaving this Saturday to ride to Austin to bring awareness to the injustices happening in Grayson and surrounding counties. This group has believed in me from the beginning and kept me going in times I didn’t think I could go on. Amanda is one of the cases they are taking to the state capitol. I am so grateful for what they are doing to stand in the gap and help family’s struggling to find answers! And by the way, I just found out this group has worked with the reporter I contacted earlier this week on other cases…there are no coincidences!
Thank you for reading, liking and sharing Amanda’s story of injustice.